How I feal,,,

Life is such a journey some times I dont know what to do or say.. Life is such a gift at the same time the paper that this gift of life is wroped up in slips and gives you this paper cut that hurts.. Yet even thow it hurts some times you never give up you keep tarring away at the papper layer by layer some of the layers are mearly brown paper yet sometimes its the most beautiful paper you had ever seen...

Life is as painful as it could be... some times your in a room filed with people yet you feal all alone..some times all I wan to do is curl up and hide from your heart...

The quesyion I have right now is do I have what it taked to get threw this journey do I have what it taked to keep walking even when my heart wants to scream out are jump out of my chesy and stay on the floor...

O a wisper of a prayer is screeming out of my chest pleas God give me straingth......
I want to run but I know I have to stay...
Pleas God give me straingth I dont want to be here right now I dont want to feal so much pain I dont want to feal so alone I dont want to feal like how I feal in this moment I dont feal the least bit happy in this moment...

Even thow I walk threw this vally I will fear no eavel for you are with me you are my straingth you are my shealed you are every thing I need or want even thow I dont like where I am I know you are right next to me fiving me once again to walk threw a fire I dont want to go threw.. God you are here right now and I thank you for that I thank you.....

I love you God with every thing that is with in me you are my lover you are my hope in every part of my life you see beauty in me even when I feal so broken... You see me as how I should be you see me lovely... Take me in your hand and cary me in to the place you want me to be..

Take my chin in your hand, take me hand in yours and once again give me the straingth to keep walking every day you have for me!